Bible Study

So tomorrow I begin a new bible study, "Know What You Believe" by Paul Little. At first it started out just me and one other young lady. Neither of us wanted to take a break for the summer and she is a new Christian (and I can always use a refresher). Some how it has warped into me leading this group of women (I'm not sure how many yet) in an all out study of what we believe. 

I haven't done this before (lead a whole study series) and I am quite nervous. I really don't feel like I know what I'm doing, but I'm going to trust God. I think I better go pray...

What A Blessing

Nick just informed me that he is going back to the schedule where he works 3 weeks and then has a whole week off. Yeah!! Those 3 weeks will be rough, but at least we will be able to go do stuff when he has a whole week off.

At bible study this morning a couple ladies commented that they wish they knew some of this stuff (truth and application of the bible) earlier in their lives. I am so thankful that I am able to study God's word at such a young age. I truly believe that God orchestrates things in our life for His good. I have been through things that, looking back were not good, but maybe through these experiences God will use me to minister to someone else. Thinking of this possibility excites and scares me all at the same time. It is a huge responsibility to lead others in their walk with Christ. Of course I know I will fail at points, but I pray that I will listen intently and obediently to what God is wanting to do through me.

Happy Mother's Day

Today we celebrated mothers. 

My Own Mom...

I am not near my mother, but I love her dearly. She has been both a friend and at points an enemy. Being far away and not seeing her often, may have made things easier. It could also be just the passing of time and the maturing of both of us. God has been working on us for a long time, and I pray we have a long time to ahead of us to continue our relationship. I love talking to my mom (on my own initiative) about the word of God and applying it. She has been instilling His knowledge in me for many years, and every once in a while I share something in a different light for her I believe. It is amazing how God can work like that. I can't wait until I can have a child to share in this joy with.

My Mother-In-Law...

I also love her dearly. I admit I was a little worried at first that I was not up to her standards for her son. I am not girly like her, but she loves me anyways. She does not make me feel like I have to be like her to be accepted into her family. I thank her for that. I enjoy talking to her, which is also kind of a newer thing. When I first married Nick, when she called I would give the phone to him or let her leave a message. Now, I answer when she calls with no apprehension, and enjoy our talks.

My Grandmothers...

What a diverse group of women I can call my grandmas and mamaws. I enjoy talking to them and spending time with them when I can. The unconditional love and open arms they always have are so much appreciated. I love them so much.

At church today I told many women happy mothers day. From my bible study leader, to a single mom. It is amazing how God has brought us all together with all of our different experiences to share for a time. I am not a mother, although I hope to be some day. I hope that from these wonderful women in my life I will be able to learn how to be the best mom I can be.

Enough

Yesterday was rough, today was better. Nick isn't the type of person to get down, but after working way to many hours in the past week, he had had enough. I don't know what to say to cheer him up. We both want to get out of this town and for him to have a different job. If only we knew when that was going to happen. 

Jer. 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper youad not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

That's One Strong Pizza

This was hilarious! So I was cutting the pizza and all of a sudden crack. The pizza cutter broke. I usually load them up to, but this one only had ground turkey, olives, cheese and a little bit of bacon bits. I pieced it back together to at least get the pizza cut into 4ths, then we gave up. Guess I need to put a pizza cutter on my city shopping list! (Yeah a reason to go to BBB and use one of the bazillion coupons they send ;))

Also finished up a quick study of Proverbs 31 with the Monday Morning Bible Study girls. Very interesting, good thing I have some help with all that.

Romans 5:1

"Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ."

Praise the Lord. I am at peace with God because of my faith in Jesus Christ.

Not really sure how to start off this blog. But I think it's important to share my faith, and the realities of my life. Life isn't always easy, but I know with God I can get through anything. My favorite song right now speaks to this. Francesca Battistelli's Free to Be Me.

At twenty years of age I'm still looking for a dream

A war's already waged for my destiny
But You've already won the battle
And You've got great plans for me
Though I can’t always see

(Chorus)
‘Cause I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together 
But perfection is my enemy
On my own I'm so clumsy
But on Your shoulders I can see
I'm free to be me

When I was just a girl I thought I had it figured out 
My life would turn out right, and I'd make it here somehow
But things don't always come that easy 
And sometimes I would doubt

(Chorus)

And you’re free to be you 

Sometimes I believe that I can do anything
Yet other times I think I've got nothing good to bring
But You look at my heart and You tell me 
That I've got all You seek 
And it’s easy to believe
Even though 

Well I hope you'll take this walk with me, and by the grace of God come to know the Savior.